unpublished drafts - february

i find
myself torn
between wanting
so very much to be
around you
and
being
scared out
of my mind
that you’re going
to get
  very 
     very
sick of me
  very 
     very
  soon 

I stay up till the sun bleeds through my window shades because I just can’t bare another night of sleeping alone.

Brand New

"Sowing Season"

I am not your friend! I am just a man who knows how to feel.